The Soaking Wet Foam Mattress That Dried Three Times During a Single Night

Video recording of the bizarre in one of my flats on my Youtube channel

I have collected a lot of evidence that proves, most of it beyond any shadow of doubt, that my life has been invaded by some entity or group with an agenda who use directed energies to cause harm.

The point of this is to eliminate me, or turn me into a drivelling fool, because it is felt I would be too much of a threat to their plans of world domination, obviously.

Either this or there is something so wrong with me the strangest of things happen in my home everywhere I go on planet earth.

A haunting maybe?

Most of this evidence I have uploaded to my youtube channel. They include the video pasted above showing extremely high readings made by RF detectors and counters in one of the many places I have lived that are restricted to the interior of my flat.

The most hair raising experiences in this bizarre life of mine have occurred after I relocated to Africa where I learnt for a fact that once they have picked someone to be destroyed covertly, they will not spare any resources to get the job done. They will follow that individual to the end of the world if need be. The elimination is that important and crucial to them.

Video recording showing drone activity above my home

I have filmed drones outside my home that made tracks as soon as I start filming. In one instance, also posted to my FaceBook timeline, I have clear pictures of a shiny object in the early night sky that recedes so fast over the horizon it was immediately plain it was a drone.

Every single night I go to sleep a sound starts that heightens with the flow of time. It sounds like an ambulance siren but is not picked up by recorders.

Spectograms or spectrum analysers on the other hand show clearly that there are sounds in my environment that are constantly there, that only rarely go away. The streaks on the spectogram suggest tones similar to the ones I hear when I lay down to sleep. They are constant wails that can only be produced by a machine.

The strangest occurrence out here in the African bush happened in the middle of a wintry night when, unable to fall asleep, sweating profusely where I lay, I stood up and went outside to get some fresh air. A waft of hot air greeted me as I re-entered the home and I knew I was not going to sleep unless I shielded myself from the source of what was causing the exorbitant heating.

The trajectory was from top to bottom so I decided to use a double mattress I had in the home as a shield. I attached it to the roof and placed it flat above my bed and evenly poured 8 (eight) litres of water into it using a two litre milk container. The foam in the mattress absorbed all the water and did not leak.

I slid under the mattress and pulled the bed covers on top of me. The cooling down I experienced told me the water was absorbing the beams ... and I fell asleep almost immediately.

I woke up about an hour later to find myself drenched in sweat again. I got out of bed wondering whether the trajectory of the attacks had been altered and also grabbed the mattress. I squeezed it and, to my dismay, noticed it was completely dry.

It was still the middle of the night according to the time, the 8 litres had been in the mattress for a mere hour and evaporated out of it in less time than it would take the mattress to dry if it was placed outside in the sun the entire day. In fact, a wet mattress with 8 litres of water in it cannot dry in an entire day of extreme sunlight, and here I was in the middle of the night and it had dried in less than an hour?

I picked the milk container up and poured another 8 litres into the mattress and got under it to the cooled area below and fell asleep. I woke up an hour or so later and found it dry again and poured another 8 litres into it then went to sleep a third time determined to keep doing this till the break of dawn.

This happened to be the last time I did this because I slept until dawn. And I remember as I rose from my bed and verified it had dried a third time wishing my neighbours, who I tell about my targeting, who no doubt consider what I say to be a sign of a mental challenge or disease, would have been in the home with me that night and experienced the miracle of a mattress with 8 litres of water in it that dries in an hour.

But then the attackers would never have done this had they seen that someone else was with me in the home. Last thing they would want is a witness to collaborate this strange event.

Evidence

These pictures were taken on the 24th of November 2007 between 8am and 10pm in Einfield London, UK. They show the progressive widening of holes created In the aluminium foil layers I placed on the walls in my bedroom as they were hit with rays of directed energies emanating from a neighboring property. The second picture shows the dimensions of the frequencies and shape by the holes they made. An adjacent wall later caught fire due to these assaults and I was lucky I woke up in time to fetch a fire extinguisher otherwise I would have died  that night.

The picture below shows a thermometer reading that is higher than the normal temperature for the date it was taken (22-11-2007). I was not using heating in the home that day and even if I was it could not have raised temperatures so high.

The picture below shows the usual target of these attacks: my brains. I wore a double capacitor shield on my scalp they failed to get through so often they fired just below it and caused blisters such as those seen in the picture. The trajectory of the attack was upwards into the brain that I felt as linear pains or headaches. They just had to destroy a mind now, did they not? Typical Freemasons.

One Way Ticket to Idiocracy aka the New World Order

Multitasking

Done a good job teaching myself to do one thing at a time.

Once upon a time, before I became a target of covert warfare, I was a master at multitasking. I often freaked people out by, for instance, stopping the car, pulling the hand break, turning the engine off, putting the gear in neutral, unbuckling my seat belt and opening the door to get out ... in one smooth motion. I often left all inside agape, still unbuckling their seatbelts and pulling on the door handel and wondering out loud "how the speed with which I moved was possible?"

And it was all done without the slightest hint I was in a hurry to get out, not in a manner that would prompt "where's the fire?" remarks.

Once, I freaked out a girlfriend I had lived with for two years when I did all that in a hurry ... Lol.

But I am not a cyborg or some kind of AI. Really ... Lol.

The capacity to do several things at once still comes back to me despite everything I have been through ... I sometimes find myself eating while rolling a spliff (never inhale) and replying to some message on whatsapp while figuring out the best way to fix the leg that's broken off of the chair and mentally figuring out the best arrangement of chapters within a book I think would sell well.

Moving limits this tendency to multitask when tasks that require displacement cannot be combined with others that do not and it almost stops when I have to use both arms, unless I am formulating an article or two in my mind at the same time ... Lol.

Comes back but not as complex as in my youthful pre-target days when I would construct entire machines and check out they were operational in my mind while doing something else.

Multitasking is good. Try it out for yourself ... be careful with it, though, might tie yourself into a knot ...

At this point in my life it has become beyond clear why I ended up a targeted individual ... and it saddens me so much that something so primitive, to use a western construct I am not too comfy with, can be done by people, but also because of the nature of the people the leaders within the dominant culture choose to attack and eliminate.

In my case I would be the least of their worries. They would be wrong to sense a brag deserving of an attack because I am always as far from that as can be (and you would be surprised if I took you by the hand and led you through the street on days when my stalking is highest, and you witness how vigorously they say "yeah right!" after they've heard me say that some place, usually my blog or a social networking site ... so vigorously they assert their belief I am bragging it is immediately clear they are clinging on to that because they find it is an important part of the paraphernalia they use to justify why they act like pricks regarding my case).

Addison Gayle Jr's book The Way of the New World

And it must be noted, as the African American author Addison Gayle Jr. also noted in his book "The Way of the New World" that the most fearful but certain thing is this, that people in the present have no idea what intellects and capacities have perished under this system. Those today who boast qualities and capabilities that are remarkable may be mediocre compared to what the dick heads leading the dominant culture of our time have eliminated.

Sad really ... and this trend or mentality just picks up steam the further time progresses so ... do not think those who warn of a future in which the most intelligent person would be an idiot by today's standards are wrong. They are not kidding when they say idiocracy is but a step away from where we are ... if not species annihilation or maybe even the obliteration of an evolutionary model ie. Life on earth.

Well ... it will return in a different form but what a shame about our trial ... the fourth trial of its kind I have been informed. And here I am talking of our evolutionary tree ... starting from the roots when both plant life and animal life were one ...

What scientists do not know that I do, hinted at in texts from old but not grasped, is there have been three previous evolutionary models that went extinct. Ours is the fourth. And you cannot touch the logic in that because it is the kind of sense that modern so called science has not even started making. Just give credit to the source and understand if people like me and others on the target menu can become endangered then so is the whole of which we are a part ...

And those of you who have recognised from the above a way things happen and the fact we cannot have control over our existence in the context of a vast universe will arrive at the conclusion it does not really matter in the end, right? We are just specs of dust in the wind.

leaders in today's dominant culture doing all they can to ruin the species and environment are obviously finding justification for their actions in this truth but, think about this: if it really did not matter then why is there consistency in their MO? Consistency is born of coherence which also breeds science which gives us matter manipulated and presented as technology that helps in our quest to live better because it matters, right?

There But For The Grace of God Go I

Honda Shadow

Back in Holland in the late nineties a neighbour ordered a motorbike.

It was delivered to his door and he immediately decided to take it for a spin.

I saw him at a traffic light as I walked home in the morning and recognised his bike as a Honda shadow with an 800cc motor.

I stared!

I liked the bikes ...

On my way I met two friends talking about the neighbour with a bike. He had stopped by them complaining about the police following him.

"Don't the police have better things to do than follow a law abiding fellow?" they said he had asked.

They themselves thought the police were better off going after real criminals. That's what the tax payer's monies were paying them for they thought.

I disagreed pointing out that if the police found spending so much time following some law abiding citizen worth the time and expenses, and it is a well known habit they have, then following or putting the law abider under intense surveillance or, in this case, a combination of this and harassment, was the better thing they had to do.

Who knows those police were the criminals the police were supposed to be following.

My friends found that statement comic, and broke out in laughter. I excused myself and headed home as they continued to laugh.

"It's not all the police who are bad!" I called as I went along ...

Dutch traffic police

Later the same morning, we heard a loud crash. Asking around at what the bang had been about, it transpired the neighbour testing his motorcycle out had been involved in a traffic accident and died on the spot.

Eyewitnesses swore he had been murdered because the guy who hit his bike had been eyeing him as he hit him. He had definitely seen him, many swore, but accelerated into him with his big truck rather than stopped.

And we were left to wonder just why the authorities had thought he was such a danger he deserved to be eliminated in this way. He had not done anything deserving of death, not especially while he circled the hood testing his bike.

Traffic violations cannot be considered crimes and he did not commit any that day.

He had not been speeding. We would have heard his 800cc motor rave up had this been the case ...

He was not running red lights. I know this myself because when I saw him that morning he had stopped at one.

Motorcycle accident at a traffic light in Holland

He was actually killed at a traffic light when he gave gas after the lights turned green for him and the killer's turned red.

We turned around and went on with our lives ... as people are wont to do even when the danger to their lives lurks given the organ they had made to allow them to let their kids out to play had become a danger to them and needed their immediate attention.

Plausible deniability had become too much of a burden I guess.

I have to admit my knees were weak and shaky for some time after that. I felt a lot that my own freedom from harm had been diminished greatly by that event for there but for the grace of God went I, and I wasn't wishing this on myself.

I could not help but wonder ... maybe I felt this more than many of the docile others who behaved as though they were powerless in this incident, and many other cases where they knew whodunit ... they maybe did not see this issue needed to be rectified ASAP or how, that the only way to prevent a repeat was to refuse to go about life as usual like nothing had happened as soon as they were exposed to such a case where it was painfully clear who had done it and that they were entrenched in an organ they the people set up and fund.

This is why a bunch of people can take over their social organs and get away with running them to the detriment of all and in this you can say said people are tacitly complicit in crimes committed by the same cabal against them and others outside the group ...

Patrick Flanagan's Achilles' Heel Exposed as a Systemic Problem

A Parakeet

I once kept parakeets. This was a long time ago, two decades to be exact ... but it still bothers me to this day to think I participated in a barbaric act such as imprisoning a sentient, autonomous being.

The fact it was already too late for the birds does not exonerate me. True, their fate was sealed the moment they were either captured in their natural habitat or hatched in captivity. But then I gave the trade my money. I supported it, and even though my input was 3 birds worth of cash, it is the small amounts that add up to amounts that lure the greedy into the business.

The only good thing to come from this is this, that the birds helped me understand a part of human nature I would otherwise not have known had I not identified it in them.

The birds never forgot or let go, contrary to what scientists tell us about the intellects and memories of so called lower creatures. If a mouse passed through the room, they would seek a hiding place and if they did not find one, they would bury their heads in the sand, so to speak. They would thus get their bird selves into the most constricted of positions that were definitely not healthy for them.

What's worse is they could remain like this for what seemed like an eternity if nothing was done to free them from the spell.

Giving them treats they liked didn't help. Only fooling them into believing the fiend had been destroyed did the trick.

And so it was that on such occasions I would take a black or grey sock rolled into a ball, hold it out of sight of the birds as I took a stick and went to the corner I felt was the preferred escape route of the mouse, started beating at the earth and then, throwing the rolled sock down, I would pick it up then make it visible to the parrots, throw it on the sofa in plain sight of the birds and go at it with the stick, then pick it up a last time to show the birds it was done for, then throw it onto the floor at the entrance to the room where it would lie motionless.

Looking up at the birds, the relief I would see was palpable. Soon, they would be their cheery selves, dancing to their own whistling, teasing each other and feasting on the treats I spoilt them with.

All people are like the birds in that, some, like me, moreso than others.

When I see something that bothers me, I never let go until the issue has been resolved, and if it is an argument, it does not matter whether I have won or not. Both results equal resolution.

I can relax and go on to some other concern.

And so it is that today I have set aside a whole valuable day to deal with an issue that has been bothering me for weeks. It pertains to technology I am convinced does not exist and if it does then it does not do what they say it does but makes a semblance of this.

Simply put, I do not think it is what they say it is.

I have not had anyone bring forth arguments that have convinced me that the technology I have in mind does indeed exist and yesterday a friend who knew I remained unconvinced went off on a web search to bring to me what they felt was the most convincing proof of the existence of the technology.

I read the text and found it preposterous, and I knew I just had to take time off and debunk the belief otherwise it would not go away and I will find no peace.

My friend had found a piece that actually used as examples some of what I said would be proof positive the technology in question exists, for example the widespread use of V2K to help deaf people hear and an application of the same method to help blind people see.

My argument was that if the technology already existed then we would have seen a proliferation of gadgets that helped blind people see and deaf people hear. Given there was no such devices in circulation, the conclusion can easily be drawn no such devices exist.

Dr. Patrick Flanagan

The device that was supposedly there already to prove me wrong is called the neurophone and it was invented by Dr. Gills Patrick Flanagan when he was but a teenager. It was principally a "Nervous System Excitation Device" and he patented it on July 16, 1968 (Patent 3393,279).

The article that I read concerning said device is located here http://www.flanagan-neurophone.com/english_information/Dr__Patrick_Flanagan/dr__patrick_flanagan.html, and you are advised to check it out for yourselves so that what I state further down can be verified ...

I will cut a long story short, cut to the chase in fact I will make it very very short because it does not need lengthy treatment to prove it is fraudulent.

According to the linked article, Patrick calls the process by which his neurophone device operates "neuroception". This is the process by which electrical messages identical to those sounds generate are ferried via the body's nervous system to the point in the brain at which they are "heard".

Problem is Patrick used the scientific method to develop the device and in fact used himself as the guinea pig that helped him make the final breakthrough. But then he has no firm knowledge of why his device works which is odd.

In science, "why" a device works is not a requirement to know when it is known "how" it works. The explanation to one is found in the other and vice versa. The calculations, formulas that get us the answer, etc., are found in both and used interchangeably. And if knowledge of why a device works is not firm then it is not known how that device works.

But this story gets weirder because, along the way, knowledge of how the device works is mysteriously discovered and explained in detail at the patent link here http://www.google.com/patents/US6470214 ... and surprise surprise ... The US Airforce owns the patent now.

Talk about putting carts before horses and the system's subordinates taking charge ... or so it seems.

There are such scientists as so called magicians who get answers in ways many would not understand but ask them how they got the result and they will give an explanation, even when it (the explanation) will be hard to understand by other scientists and non scientists alike.

How Patrick's device worked should have been the first thing he knew before even making the gadget. This is what was supposed to have guided him to its creation. The hit and run process hinted at in this example is almost impossible because of the complexity of what was being undertaken. Dr. Flanagan's middle name was high organisation otherwise he would not have made anything worth looking at so it is strange to picture him making something he doesn't know exactly how it works.

The answer to what Patrick's device really does lies in analysing a term that is used frequently in the first linked article, and it is from this that we can also find the term that represents what scientists working on this issue really wanted to do, and the fraud Flanagan perpetrated becomes obvious. This term is "induce".

What the scientists want to do is open a direct path to the inner ear and communicate with it in real time but the best they have managed to do is induction and there is a big difference between the two processes as I will explain.

Radio waves come in frequencies. The frequencies that are produced to cause sleep have a specific value and this varies from individual to individual. There is a mean frequency that when beamed to a group will cause the most to fall asleep.

These frequencies have to be known beforehand and a device capable of producing them has to be made for the purpose. Though these devices can cause someone to fall asleep almost immediately the communication is not real time even if the immediacy of effect is there. There is pre-programing involved. The frequency has to be set first.

This is the basis of induction.

What Flanagan did can also be considered induction. He caused perception of sound to occur then lied about the method. You see, in order to be useful as a hearing or sight aid, a device has to be able to transmit what is being heard on the fly, as someone is speaking. It cannot cause side effects such as brain damage. Such a device would act like a microphone that converts sound into electric signals similar to those that are produced between the ears and the point where the signals are made into audible sound within the brains.

Transmitting actual audio on the back of a radio frequency that gets picked up because it is of such an intensity it cannot but vibrate organs within the body, including the whole entire head, to create actual audible sound on the rebound is real time but forced hearing.

There is actually a scientific name for this ... and it is not Tinnitus.

It is not just radio frequencies that can cause sounds to be heard this way but ultrasound as well.

Instead of coming clean on this hazardous method, Patrick said something that made people conclude the technology had become classified and he was under instructions not to reveal how it worked. We can deduce thusly because, obviously, the conclusion had already been made he had invented a chip that converted sounds to electronic signals similar or identical to those created between the ears and brains.

Here is how we prove this assertion.

People calling themselves targets of covert warfare are complaining of their thoughts being read. The technology required to do this would simply need to reverse the order of transcription that occurs in flanagan's device provided it could pick the bodily or thought transmissions, which is hard because thought occurs in almost all brain communications with tissue. It is attenuated in all but the part that generates conscious. And, to make matters or communication worse, the conscious part lies within these other organs.

If we conclude this technology does not exist, we would have to look to induction as the way this is being done and we find that, because the technology exists to blank or disrupt the mind using radio frequencies or ultrasound, and the method exists to force voices into the head of someone, people capable of maintaining a lucid voice within their heads can have thoughts implanted into their heads and, with the help of another reality, this thought can seem to be their own.

This reality is called memory which is, unlike most people believe, not stores of information but information reconstructed. How do we prove this?

Well ... People have been known to lose and regain memory even when the retrieval mechanism is intact. If memory is destroyed then it cannot be retrieved but if the mechanism that reconstructs memory suffers damage and fails in its function, memory is restored when it is fully operational again ...

Stay with me on this one ...

If you get your own thoughts disrupted or blanked out and a thought is implanted, it's reconstruction instructions are immediately noted and once it is reconstructable, it becomes your memory.

Remember or know there is nothing about awareness that is a whole picture and current. What we know are reconstructions based on expectations left by what has just been that we follow on to root our selves in reality as we go on saving reconstruction instructions.

If you see a nude man walking on the streets and point him out to another, his movement from one place to the next will be the expectation and it will be changing with the moment so that the next instant you will not point to where you just saw him but where and how you expect him to be.

If the nude man is lying dead in a pool of blood then the same applies.

It works in much the same way that your television monitor constructs an image from tiny dots but on a much more grander and dynamic scale.

Thoughts once artificially induced are then re-told to the unwary subject who firstly believes they are their own intimate thoughts and is as such liable to fall for the "we can read your thoughts" lie.

It is actually not perfect science. Blasts and internal thought disruptions will be intermittent but the end result can be that the target will think they thought pretty much the same thing that those forcing the voice into their person transmitted, otherwise the rates of transmission and disruption will have to be increased the next time around, including the size of the headache.

Thus a system stubbornly forges ahead with the same need to fake stuff, in this and many similar cases convincing many who matter that it has technology that it does not really have, destroying lives in the most gratuitous of manners if you do not fall for the lie it pays to be seen in a better light than you really are, for such are but vain pursuits, and transient are the rewards.

Why a Target of Covert Warfare Cannot be Set Free or Given Choices That Enhance His/Her Survivability

A good number of those who pass through here and read the temper in my posts will no doubt think I do not care, that I am willing to sacrifice even loved ones to the fiends who pursue me.

They will get this impression because they will feel I am refusing to stop doing what is making them attack me even with the possibility they might attack loved ones to make me comply. I remember back in London that two perpetrators following me actually told me this ... but nothing could be further from the truth. In fact, something other than a willingness to sacrifice is causing me to see no use in stopping with especially activism through writing as I will explain.

Whenever you hear a story in which somebody goes postal you immediately think they became mentally unstable, right? They failed to function normally. They were not their own selves which is why they saw suicide, or the death of others, or destruction of other people's property, as the only way out of their situation.

But there has been something about cases when the actor was a target of covert warfare, usually in the details of their conduct shortly before and sometimes during the act of going postal, that show the person was in fact functioning normally and the only reason they did what is by all standards an outrageous or wrong thing is because they were pushed to do the act ... Let me elaborate on this ...

Image from video footage showing Aaron Alexis entering the Navy Yard complex.

Aaron Alexis, who etched "My ELF Weapon" on his gun before using it at the navy yard where a number of people lost their lives, may have felt he could not do anything else that hit or sent a message to those behind his torture that would stop them torturing him.

Aaron drove a rental into the premises then sneaked into the back corridors to shoot with almost faultless aim at more than a dozen people ... killing all but a handful. He would later get shot himself by swat teams.

Aaron had called the police the night before complaining of ELF attacks that were keeping him from sleeping. He had switched sleeping places in hotels where he said he was followed from one to the next.

He could have been mistaken about any number of things and we can only surmise that his ordeal, whether imagined or real, left him feeling it was more than he needed to take ... which led to the revenge or postal episode.

One thing to note is when news was breaking of the shootings, his family was quick to question the truth in the official version.

Going back further in his life prior to this, we find a religious man described by friends as a very caring person. It is true Aaron had a temper once expressed in a manner many would consider overkill, but then nobody got hurt and the prospects of that episode repeating must have been zero because of how people around him reacted in the aftermath, including his family and the police.

He was a man busy with details many of us would only dream of dealing with ... catching that plane to Japan, getting accommodation there, writing home to family, settling into a new mileau ... and he seems to have done all of it very well.

So what causes a sane individual that makes complex but sane choices in life to suddenly make the worst possible one?

What I think people need to be focussing on is the possibility in the lives of targets who go postal there are realistically no other choices that they can take because something has pushed options out of their reach.

Targeting is at base a game that puts one into such a situation they cannot but come out with guns blazing and here if we are not familiar with what targets go through we need to ask what it is that is done to them that makes some turn into killers sometimes?

For starters, apart from mere test subjects for research and such like whistle blowers, targets of covert warfare are being attacked for what they are or their nature. Keep this in mind otherwise everything else about this war will confuse you.

What this means is it does not matter what they do. It matters not if they are activists or sitting at home doing nothing ... they will get attacked the same. The person they are, the make up, the potential of it, is what is under fire. Those attacking them dread the day when the true potential of the individual will be expressed and cannot care if in the mean time they are useless alcoholics, drug addicts or whores. They will put them under surveillance and attack whatever they have become.

A target of covert warfare can as such not be given choices that enhance your survivability. How could those seeking their elimination allow them to retain choices that allow them to thrive?

Understand that this connects back to many within the community from which the target comes given we are all progeny and we breed or procreate. The genes then become the issue ... and this gene problem finds international or global expansion sometimes.

Most targets of covert warfare are not suicidal and the fact they are being urged to die by their own hand means self termination is one of the choices they have been left. They are tormented to the point they consider committing suicide to be the only way out. But then how can they be expected to take this choice when they are healthy of mind, programed for survival without dire consequences for their community as well?

Think about this ...

When I say targets of covert warfare are healthy of mind I mean the programming that sustains them in life is still intact. They eat food to stay alive and look left and right before crossing any road because of this. Now imagine someone putting them in a situation where they feel killing themselves is the only escape?

The choice will seem harsh to a healthy mind precisely because it is contradictory to internal programing but then in covert warfare this choice is pushed ... the target is urged and prodded so that they finally take this choice but then, not surprisingly, it is taken with a lot of indignation and a lengthy complaint letter is attached, addressed to their community in the form of a lot of dead people sometimes ...

So while it may seem that the individual can change their fate if they complied and stopped doing something that's supposedly causing them to get attacked, the truth is the targeted individual cannot do a thing to stop their targeting. I have in fact verified this myself several times in my life as a target. I have gone off for lengthy periods sometimes lasting an entire year, where I did not write a thing or spoke anything political with locals yet I remained under surveillance and attack.

When I was in Holland, I was told by countless operatives to leave the country and my targeting would stop. I believed this and did eventually leave Holland but the targeting followed me where I went. Then I was told I to leave the west altogether ... and I did this too but the targeting continued in the third world where I sought refuge.

It has to get clear at some point that it is not about where I live, what friends I have or what articles I write, etc., etc. It is about me, my identity, how I am made by God or nature ... Given my nature cannot be changed, the targeting cannot stop till I am no longer there to scare some people in power into wanting me dead.

It's that simple ...